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20 January 2011 @ 04:27 pm
I've given up on this journal. Pretty much.

I'm not dedicated enough to post frequently.

I made it because I thought it'd be therapeutic, and (mostly, almost exclusively) because I wanted to join ONTD so I needed an active profile. But I can't seem to get in...  so fuck it.

But on a lighter note,
I might be graduating from my crappy community college this semester...   and then moving to the (US) Virgin Islands with my best friend.
Although it's not the first place I'd choose to move, it is logical in our situation... and it's so, so beautiful.  I'll get to travel all around the Caribbean... visiting all of the gorgeous places, looking at historical sites. It would be amazing.

... but I'm still really scared. I'm such a baby.

I'll elaborate on that later.
27 September 2010 @ 09:51 am
Once upon a time, I was somewhat reliable at work.

I had the same job for 5 years.
That restaurant, the employees, even a few of the customers-- they were like my only family.

Sounds like some shit from an Olive Garden commercial, but really.

I was a good worker. Late sometimes, yeah, but I rarely called in sick and I was dedicated.

Then I quit.
Just couldn't take waitressing anymore.

Now I'm on a downward spiral...

I used to look at people who couldn't hold jobs in disregard.

I've worked at four places this year.

to be continued:
I have to get ready for work. Somewhere I already despise. I have to sell Kindles?! Seriously? Buy a fucking book... they're a dollar at resale stores, or $5 on eBay.
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11 September 2010 @ 09:05 pm
What is a "best" friend? What is a friend for that matter?

Maybe I hold people to standards that are too high. Maybe people are just destined to fuck up, fatally flawed. I know I am.

I know people change... friendships fade, love falters, and on and on..
But what surprises me is when people don't change. I thought some people would mature, but evidently not. :(

... I say that and follow it up with an emoticon. what the fuck.

Anyway... I want to go see "Machete".
I know some people said it's terrible, but I have a place in my heart for terrible, but somewhat unique movies.
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08 September 2010 @ 04:46 pm
New job--
So I start my new job Friday.  ha, I used to be the token auto parts girl... now I'll be the token tech girl. ;)

I'm glad the newspaper fucked me over with the editor/staff writer job. I never wanted to write for a local newspaper, and I did.... (what a sellout, eh? ha.)

Hey, I was terribly broke.
But I really had to quit when they asked me to cover a "Baptist baby boot camp". And it was for teenage mothers...
Um, fuck no!

New hair--
I was so frustrated with it.. I've been trying to grow it out, yet it never seems to grow any longer than my shoulders.. no matter how long I refuse to cut it. But I love my hair short, so I gave up.

New weather--

Wow, it's been amazing lately. Under 100 degrees every day.. yesss! I love autumn.
And the past few days it's been raining, too. Everyone hates rain; rain makes me happy. RAIN..  :)    <3

By the way, George Foreman grills are dangerous! I seared the flesh of my forearm and it HURTS. But that hamburger was delicious. BEWARE! haha.
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01 September 2010 @ 04:17 pm
My app for the community snapshot_seeker. :)

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25 August 2010 @ 08:02 pm
"Things are gonna change-- I can feel it."

Ohhh, my ever-changing mind..

So.... not surprisingly, I've changed my mind about what I want to do in the future.
now that I have an A.A. in journalism... (well, with the exception with the   I change my mind.. ehh. 

I don't even understand myself sometimes.. haha.

Off topic, but-- I'm excited for Halloween. :)

[Pee Ess] I need some new icons!
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17 August 2010 @ 08:29 pm
So maybe I've got the job. They made sure to tell me that I'd have to cover my tattoo. Corperate shit.. ugh.

The weather today was my favorite. My purple umbrella is the best.

I'm about to test Breyer's lactose free vanilla ice cream. With apple pie! mmmm. :)
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14 August 2010 @ 12:36 pm
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13 August 2010 @ 03:02 pm

Ahoy matey!
I just started this.
So I'm still messing around with the layout/design of my lj.

Oh, and I have a job interview Monday. :)
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